How are you?
I think this question doesn’t have any integrity as I already know the answer.
You are fucked up!
Which then is alright. It is not that big a deal to feel a set of emotions ready to burst out in material form. All this pain you feel, your pain, all this hurt, injustice, betrayal, humiliation, psychosis, all this are mere bodily fluid driven.
These are a construct through which your mind continues to trap you inside this feeble body of yours.
Your body does have limitations despite your superhuman operational capabilities. Your limitless mind too like others is bound to fall for shiny illusions.
Now, let’s not dwell in philosophical questions as they are something we can discuss lifelong. However, your current misery if not alleviated today, will ruin my tasks. You are not performing.
So, listen to me very carefully as I tell you the correct narrative.
Everything is a story. You purposefully told yourself a false story because you never wanted to hurt anyone. Maybe it is because you are a good natured fellow or maybe you are just a timid coward. Whatever be the case, today, dear friend, you must bear the truth.
Are you ready!
Whether you are or not, here we go!
Before we begin, how about you try and release those bio chemicals. How you ask!
Sweat, shit, puke, masturbate, get high and repeat. Try this cycle for 8 times and then comeback.
(3 hours later)
Good to see you. Glad to see that yellowish tint fading away from your face. Good job!
Now let me without any further delay tell you what’s bothering you.
At this moment, you might wonder, “Shouldn’t I be telling him my story and he then suggesting me the right course of action!”
To which I say,‘NO!’
It is only me who will speak today. Not you, not her, not they, not them. I have sat idle for a very long time witnessing others disintegrate you with a steady pace. And I wouldn’t have given much of a fuck either but you are my best employee! And, I need to build an empire. I need people like you, not broken people like you but efficient people like you! So, listen!
There is no problem.
There is no pain.
Nothing is missing.
Stop imagining shit!
You are perfect in every little manner.
To this you will say,‘No! I have troubles.’
And, what might those troubles be?
Let me, Let me:
You have enough wealth to live a decent life. You have mildly lived up to your parents’ expectations, which is huge! You are sensible, intelligent, creative, caring, honest and kind. These are A-behaviours. You are an A player!
Now let me tell you where does the misery stem from!
The misery comes from you surrounding yourself with B and C players.
If the people around you are mediocre, average, low in openness and unwilling to learn, they will induce toxicity in your life. We all have seen enough examples in the world wherein inefficient people tried to pull down those who did commendable job. To some extent that’s the story of humanity!
So your first problem is your circle.
Now, I could have asked you to change or shuffle the people around you. However, it is extremely time-consuming and anyway you work better in isolation. So, the first change you need to make is: STOP TALKING TO OTHERS WHO ARE NOT ADDING ANY VALUE TO YOU!
And, now comes the only problem you ever had: GIRL TROUBLE.
I wish there was an easy way to say this but there isn’t one. So, here we go –
THERE ISN’T ANY WOMAN ON THIS PLANET WHO CAN MAKE YOU FEEL COMPLETE. Stop trying to find love, fulfilment, completion and all those false concepts you cling to so dearly.
At the risk of offending millions, let me tell you – whether it be Helen of Troy, Draupadi of Mahabharata, Sita of Ramayana or Rose of Titanic, many ships have sunk because of LOVE.
You are the kind who loves to sail on troubled water. You don’t want your ship to sink, do you!
Walk alone. Towards the sun, towards the moon and the stars. Chase truth not a woman. If you truly desire to be fulfilled, walk alone.
Don’t look for love. Look to serve!
In serving others lies the real happiness. Love is selfish. Lovers are selfish. Failed men and women are selfish!
You my friend are not selfish. And, that is why you will find love but love will never find you.
Be Celibate dear friend. That’s the only way out from this hole you have gotten yourself into!
(He sat in silence, head hung, tears rolling, lifted his head and said: ‘Yes sir, I understand!’.